The waiting game

Yet another rollercoaster ride today... after hearing that 2 FedEx packages had been sent to our adoption agency from China, we heard this morning that it included 4 November referrals, but not ours. While I didn't think we would get the news today, you can't help but work up your hopes, and quietly think to yourself, "This might be the day." Butterflies start in the stomach, fluttering when the phone rings, when you see a child, or hear the cry, "You've got mail!" But, alas, today isn't our day. With hopes, prayers, and patience, we approach tomorrow, silently and cautiously thinking... is it today??